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puddle jumper
Bible thumper
romantic and sappy
smiliing and happy
pastey white
mennonite
root beer suckers
Dance Dance at Ruckers
unique styles
walks for miles
lover of storms
living in dorms
wild food flinger
broadway music singer
distance racer
seagull chaser
always hugging
root beer chugging
loves the Lord
quickly gets bored
light sleeper
daily weeper
pretty bad dancer
sometimes knows the answer
blowing bubbles by the water
her mothers youngest daughter
watches the sky
healthy to cry
short attention span
eats Alphagetti from the can
really loud laughter
"oh, I'll do it after"
deep thinker
oranger and pinker
loosely wound
nowhere to be found
gets hit with the ball
"you can win 'em all"
runs in the rain
feels no pain
first-class burper
coffee slurper
pineapple eater
chronic speeder
one of the guys
big blue eyes
driving in cars
too young to hop bars
movie quoter
conservative voter
pretty extreme
ear-slipping scream
busy as can be
this is me
::Tuesday, September 20, 2005::
yesterday Jesus, justin, and relient k hit me all within the same small time span. what i learned from justin is that even when things suck, i cant always fix them. i can try but itll be fruitless until i rely on God, and then its up to Him, not me. i hate this lesson because i feel useless when i cant fix something. anyways, then i was listening to relient k to the more than useless came on. some of the lyrics read "I feel like, I would like To be somewhere else doing something that matters And I'll admit here, while I sit here My mind wastes away and my doubts start to gather Whats the purpose? It feels worthless So unwanted like I've lost all my value I can't find it, not in the least bit and I'm just scared, so scared that I'll fail you And sometimes I think that I'm not any good at all And sometimes I wonder why, why I'm even here at all But then you assure me I'm a little more than useless". it kinda slapped me in the face i guess. then in the evening i went to a conference type thing in the city hosted by fresh fire ministries. its amazing and theres sessions all week for free so if anyone is interested give me a call and ill fill you in on details. anyways, there was a pause in the music and everyone cried out to God in their own way. i said to God that he could have all of me, which i sometimes feel isnt very much. He clearly said to me that that was just what he wanted. its like...Hes so huge and im so insignificant compared to Him, but He chose me, as in its His choice, as in He doesnt need me at all, but He wants me. whew...yesterday was a loaded day, but it was good i guess.
:: 9:03 AM::
::Hailey Jeanne::
girl| OXOXOXOXOXOX | femme | loves | piano | guitar | long romantic walks on the beach |
writing| singing | pineapple | the color orange | white chocolate | family | my roomie | laughing out loud | blowing bubbles | smiling | Softsoap Milk & Honey body wash | making up my own words |
pitter.patter.
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