::Monday, February 20, 2006::
does life ever completely stress you out? yeah, me too. honestly, im not worried about next year and going to college. im excited to live away from home and to be on my own and to meet new people and to study the Bible and concepts of it. im happy in that aspect. i am however, incredibly stressed about other things. take for instance...summer. i have no idea what to do. i dont want to go back to camp because 1. i need to make more money and 2.i didnt have the greatest camp experience last summer. i wanted to work up in BC with family, but unfortunately, the company i wanted to work for is no longer owned by my family, so thats out. i really want to do road construction, and be the flag girl with the stop sign and make ridiculous amounts of money standing at the side of the road, but im not sure i know where to apply or how to start. in all this, the high maintenance side of me comes out and im really wishing for a laptop, or a "notebook computer" i believe theyre called now. my dream is to get an IBook, but as im poor and mennonite this doesnt seem possible. thinking about all this together with the concept of being a hormonal girl at the same time almost sends me to tears. it did yesterday in my basement. im not nervous to leave, but i want to be ready in more ways than just my heart. i could use some prayers guys. i love you all.
:: 12:10 PM::
::Hailey Jeanne::
girl| OXOXOXOXOXOX | femme | loves | piano | guitar | long romantic walks on the beach |
writing| singing | pineapple | the color orange | white chocolate | family | my roomie | laughing out loud | blowing bubbles | smiling | Softsoap Milk & Honey body wash | making up my own words |
