::Saturday, January 27, 2007::
hello world
you know when you want to cry but it is not your falut?
when it actually was the right decision?
when you did the best you could with what you knew at the time?
(to quote dr phil)
you know when you feel like a total bitch?
when you selfishly want to take all the blame?
the blame that doesnt belong to you?
maybe the blame doesnt belong to anyone
i dont know
you know when you want to sleep but your body wont let you?
when you run on adrenaline all day long when all you need is stillness?
when all you need is silence?
you know that 'stressed' spelled backwards is 'desserts'?
you know when youre not even hungry?
dang
you know when your friends support you without asking questions?
and when they do ask questions?
and when they just hug you?
theyre cool
a person should be able to just breath
you know when thats not as easy as it sounds?
yeah
i know
you know when life is just not easy?
when you want it to be
so bad but it just cant?
when you wish you could press 'pause' or 'undo'?
well...maybe not 'undo'
i dunno
:: 7:46 PM::
::Hailey Jeanne::
girl| OXOXOXOXOXOX | femme | loves | piano | guitar | long romantic walks on the beach |
writing| singing | pineapple | the color orange | white chocolate | family | my roomie | laughing out loud | blowing bubbles | smiling | Softsoap Milk & Honey body wash | making up my own words |