::Friday, February 23, 2007::
Weird...not just me, but this place
The other day I had a bit of an emotional breakdown. I know, I know. A few weeks ago I promised I was done being emo, but here I am. I suppose this is just a brief rant on my part. I don't plan to do it for long and soon enough I will break the habit I am in of ranting, but as of right now, I want to.
I feel like the weird, sick kid at my school right now. I left for term break like four days early. I appreciate the prayers of the staff, genuinely I do. I know it is also good to talk to someone aboutthings that bother me or hurt in general. However, I am in a bit of a place where I want to keep a low profile in a way. Unfortunately, it seems that there is always someone seeking me out or forcing a compliment or something of the sort. For the last time, thank you for being glad to see me back. No, I am not as pretty as you think. Yes, I always wear these glasses. Thank you trying to be subtle about handing me over due assignments. Thanks for the Kleenex.
I am not trying to be sarcastic in a mean way. I appreciate the compassion that just drips from every staff member in the building, but it makes me feel weird sometimes. I guess I like to be different but not in this way. I guess now I just know how the sick kids feel.
:: 4:09 PM::
::Hailey Jeanne::
girl| OXOXOXOXOXOX | femme | loves | piano | guitar | long romantic walks on the beach |
writing| singing | pineapple | the color orange | white chocolate | family | my roomie | laughing out loud | blowing bubbles | smiling | Softsoap Milk & Honey body wash | making up my own words |
